What's on your mind?

Rum & coke is good. I gotta do this more.

Edit: I'm sick of acting all happy and pretending to be when I'm not. I jsut cried for god nkows how log & I'm sick fo it. (my typings messed up kay i'm a little bit tipsy =p) but yeah tonight ti'll be falling assleep crynig thats for sure. that whole thing i poste earir abou tr um and coke is right I GOTTA do tatt more often myabe like daily? yeah that 'll vebetter cuz it seems to be the only way for me to get rid of my probels emvenn ifits only temporariyl an d it'll be worse in the long run I don't even caea bout that I just want me life to fast foward and skip through the bad. ): + oshit im freezing my teth are chattering g i shoud lrpbaoby goto bed now..

keℓs wrote:Rum & coke is good. I gotta do this more.

Edit: I'm sick of acting all happy and pretending to be when I'm not. I jsut cried for god nkows how log & I'm sick fo it. (my typings messed up kay i'm a little bit tipsy =p) but yeah tonight ti'll be falling assleep crynig thats for sure. that whole thing i poste earir abou tr um and coke is right I GOTTA do tatt more often myabe like daily? yeah that 'll vebetter cuz it seems to be the only way for me to get rid of my probels emvenn ifits only temporariyl an d it'll be worse in the long run I don't even caea bout that I just want me life to fast foward and skip through the bad. ): + oshit im freezing my teth are chattering g i shoud lrpbaoby goto bed now..

Hm, if that's what happens when you have it, are you sure it's a good idea do to it more... ?

What's on my mind is that no member has made more than 2 posts today. Well, this'll bring me up to 3 - Wait! This makes me the highest poster today! Yaaay!

Shadowsim wrote:

keℓs wrote:Rum & coke is good. I gotta do this more.

Edit: I'm sick of acting all happy and pretending to be when I'm not. I jsut cried for god nkows how log & I'm sick fo it. (my typings messed up kay i'm a little bit tipsy =p) but yeah tonight ti'll be falling assleep crynig thats for sure. that whole thing i poste earir abou tr um and coke is right I GOTTA do tatt more often myabe like daily? yeah that 'll vebetter cuz it seems to be the only way for me to get rid of my probels emvenn ifits only temporariyl an d it'll be worse in the long run I don't even caea bout that I just want me life to fast foward and skip through the bad. ): + oshit im freezing my teth are chattering g i shoud lrpbaoby goto bed now..

Hm, if that's what happens when you have it, are you sure it's a good idea do to it more... ?

What's on my mind is that no member has made more than 2 posts today. Well, this'll bring me up to 3 - Wait! This makes me the highest poster today! Yaaay!

Excuse me for wanting fun once in a while! But yeah on my mind.. this song is so sad it's gonna make me cry ):

keℓs wrote:

Shadowsim wrote:

keℓs wrote:Rum & coke is good. I gotta do this more.

Edit: I'm sick of acting all happy and pretending to be when I'm not. I jsut cried for god nkows how log & I'm sick fo it. (my typings messed up kay i'm a little bit tipsy =p) but yeah tonight ti'll be falling assleep crynig thats for sure. that whole thing i poste earir abou tr um and coke is right I GOTTA do tatt more often myabe like daily? yeah that 'll vebetter cuz it seems to be the only way for me to get rid of my probels emvenn ifits only temporariyl an d it'll be worse in the long run I don't even caea bout that I just want me life to fast foward and skip through the bad. ): + oshit im freezing my teth are chattering g i shoud lrpbaoby goto bed now..

Hm, if that's what happens when you have it, are you sure it's a good idea do to it more... ?

What's on my mind is that no member has made more than 2 posts today. Well, this'll bring me up to 3 - Wait! This makes me the highest poster today! Yaaay!

Excuse me for wanting fun once in a while! But yeah on my mind.. this song is so sad it's gonna make me cry ):

Yeah, but that long speech about wanting life to go by and stuff is hardly fun, is it?

God no but that's not cuz I was drunk that was just really on my mind & still is.

keℓs wrote:God no but that's not cuz I was drunk that was just really on my mind & still is.

But getting drunk makes it worse. Trust me, I've endured enough phone calls from my Dad in the past to know that.

Yeah my dad is out drinking right now I know what you mean about being drunk. You should see him when he comes home drunk, I end up getting kicked or hit. I'll never get that drunk.

On my mind;

-I miss my sister & I really wanna get in touch with her again. Fuck she lives in the same town as me and I never see her this is ridiculous.

I don't like haters of a certain kind.

Ellie needs to get on Facebook right now so I can tell her she can sleepover tomorrow. I wish I had my phone back. Ugh.

I really wish I could vote in this upcoming election! The age is too high! I mean, yeah it would be stupid letting 14 year olds vote, but by 16 most people should have a clue. You can get married, pay taxes and have children but you can't vote? Though, I would rather everything was taken up to 18 than voting brought down to 16, but since the first is unlikely, I'd be happy with the second.

FUCK. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SHOW UP AT THAT TIME? FUCK.

I bought fruit flavored condoms, call me immature but I like it.

Carley better be able to come to this fucking movie I swear. Oh and today was really fun. Everyone went to see a movie except if you owe lots of work you can't so me and some other badass people stay in a classroom except we didn't really do work. And I was the only girl in there too haha. We were all singing Lil Wayne and chewing gum haha and then Jordan was like over in the corner getting high and I'm like "Wow Jordan you just keep getting high, pretty soon you're gonna be like me, singing and laughing at random times."

Today has been such a great day! I'm so tired now, though... *yawn* ... ZZZzzzzzz....

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I'm too obsessed, BUT YOU ARE TOO, SO SMD.

God, god. Reading Dear John was the worst decision I've made this week. I'm bawling my eyes out. And it really wasn't even that sad. At least not the book.

My computer is really slow, and annoying. I hate it D=

And she's really starting to annoy me... I wonder how long that will last?

My hands smell of soap!

I've never dressed so formally before! O_o This is strange... But sacrifices must be made for art.

That was badass. XD

I despise auditioning.

Why does this have to be my life? Why do I have to go through this? How could he betray me like that? I'll never trust anyone again. It's not easy for me to tell anyone that, and he just didn't care. Now I was listening in on their phone call, but he said he wouldn't tell Dad that. Now I feel like ramming a knife into my chest, so i don't have to hear this anymore. They're going to scream tonight, and I'll be heartbroken. But he'll be sleeping calmly and peacefully. I'll never tell him anything again. I want to run, I want to run, run as far away as I can and cry, just cry all night, cry all day and just not worry about any of this. He promised he wouldn't say anything, and I was stupid enough to believe him. I should've unplugged the phone, and I swear to god, he wants to talk to me, I'll hang up. My heart is beating so fast, and I'm trying not to shake. I'm typing this because writing sometimes makes me feel better. Well, at least now I know not to tell him anything that's important to me. And he'll blow it off. It won't even matter to him. Well then, my dear brother, fuck you. I hope you have a WONDERFUL night while your sister sits at home crying. Screw you and screw everything you've ever been happy about.

I really want a fucking phone. Sorry, dad, that I can't act perfect. I really can't keep a good attitude for long at all, preventing me from getting one. :|

T'was a fun sleepover, but I wish the guy didn't mumble in his sleep.

Har, I know someone who shouts in his sleep. I remember him screaming: "PIRATES! PIRATES!" xD

Good times.